Vacation

[Diane]

I am starting to think of you all like my family, so I just need some whine time. Anyway the last three years my family has fallen apart, not relationship wise but literally healthwise. My Mom had heart surgery three years ago, along with pneumonia, bowel obstructions, my sister has been battling cancer, with an operation from you know where that left her with three bags and lots of pain, my sister in law died in January of pancreatic cancer and my brother (her husband) had a heart attack last November. I have spent so many nights at the ER and hospital that I can't count them all. I have finally gooten somw days off next week for "me" and now my Mom is starting to get sick again and I think it will be another run to the ER tonight. I know if that happens I will be back on coffee and vending machine junk. I can't take this much more. I am overstressed at work and overextended on my bills and can't take a second job now. On a brighter note note, I have a lovely daughter who is getting her Masters Degree, but she is four hours away. I need a change in my life desperately. I have been divorved for twelve years and haven't went on a date. Please say a prayer for me , sorry for the typos, I won't be able to respond because I am going back to my Mom's ( no computer there) Anyway love you all Good night Diane

[Jennie]

I will be praying for you Diane, this is a lot to bear. Hopefully it continues to make you a stronger person! I was going to say what Sassafras said, grab some fruit (conveniently pre-packaged by God!) and what also really helped me for on the go are nuts and dried fruits. When all is said and done, you do the best you can under your circumstances, dont feel guilty, and start anew the next day! But, healthy living foods definitely will keep you feeling better throughout these stressful times.

[Diane]

Thank you all for sending love and prayers, .......no trip to the ER, not yet anyway . I think the devil is trying to discourage me greatly but I am feeling better today, just tired, I am going to the grocery to load up on some healthy food, seems like things like this hit you when your refrigerator is empty so you will be tempted. by the way I have lost fifteen pounds so far so I can be happy about that.

[Linae A Standridge]

Oh sweety saying a prayer for you right after I write this. May the Lord guide you through your heavy loud.;( going now to put you on my prayer request site. God Bless you and keep you safe.:)

[River Song]

sending you some white healing light for you and your family.
Blessed Be.

[Anastazia]

Praying for you & all your loved ones! & yes, do all you can to tke care of yourself...& don't be afraid or hesitate to ask for help as needed! You may be suprised wehre it comes from, & what a difference even just a litlle can make!
((((((((((((((((Hugs!)))))))))))))))))))
~Anastazia~

[Sassafras]

God bless you Diane!! You're a giver and someone has to sit w/our people at the hospitals!! See if you can't grab at least some bananas, apples & oranges to gnosh on!!! Don't forget to take care of you too or there will be nobody to sit w/your peeps!