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I wept on Friday..But I'm laughing now!!!

What happened......................................?

I moved on Saturday and I was flustered and nervous about the move, since on Tuesday Chicago had 20 inches of snow dumped on it by a blizzard.

After we finally got our driveway shoveled out (only one lane of it) on Thursday, I wondered if the street

where I was moving had been plowed by the city or the alley I needed to park into unload the truck.

My movers were being iffy on Friday and I told them that I just had to move on Saturday.

I couldn't stay where I was with all of my things packed up for another week.

I'm sorry but, I couldn't take anymore and I just started to weep..not cry ladies and gentlemen..

I wept.

I'm laughing now, but it was not funny to me then.

I explained that I was undergoing horrible verbal abuse and needed to get out of that

enviroment ASAP, they relented, prayed for me and scheduled the move for the next day.

So Friday night I had cooked food. I had green smoothie but, I didn't want it.

I moved on on Saturday and I had everything unpacked by 6:00pm.

Saturday I had cooked food. I had green smoothie but, I didn't even want it.

Sunday I had cooked food. I had green smoothie but, i didn't want it.

(Mine you I was sick every night after eating this cooked food). That's insane!!!

I weighed this morning and had an 8 pound weight gain from all the salt and stuff.

But today I'm back on schedule, I've purchased my supplies to make fresh green smoothies.

I don't even care about the weight gain.

I'm just glad that I'm back on schedule again.

That was my first major goof-up since I started this on Christmas Day.

I thank God for that.

But, I'm really really, really understanding what my triggers and although I have passed other triggers

with flying colors, I did fail this one big time.

But, I don't feel bad, I'm still learning about my emotions, my triggers and how to love

myself through them all.

I just wanted to let everyone know where I'm at right now and what to pray for on my behalf.

BTW I'm in a beautiful loving peaceful place now and live close to people who love and care for me.

That's such a great feeling...because if had stayed where I was I was doomed for failure

in every area of my life and might have wound up in more than a heated argument.

I'm just glad that that season of my life is over and it's onward on this new journey in my life.

Thanks for tuning in friends and I'm so glad we have this time together ( I'm pulling my ear just like Carol Burnett used to do).

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Comment by Laura Porter on February 9, 2011 at 8:12am: Glad that you are out of the unhealthy enviroment & starting a new life for yourself....what an adventure! The comment that you made about Carol Burnette made me smile ,lol May God Bless You....Laura

Comment by RawSteps on February 9, 2011 at 8:00am: I'm glad you're safe now. Blessings to you!

Comment by Glenda Harris on February 8, 2011 at 12:20pm: Thanks for all the wonderful comments.

That's why I love this place, because I can be myself flaws and all and be encouraged

and not condemed, when things don't go just right.

Have a great green day !!!

Comment by djd on February 8, 2011 at 7:40am: I am glad you had a successful move.

Comment by Hot Ta-Molly on February 8, 2011 at 4:32am: Glenda, realizing what your triggers are is half the battle! You are doing so great and I'm glad you're safe!! (((hugs)))

Comment by Christine Thomson on February 7, 2011 at 7:13pm: Many, many blessings to you Glenda! So glad to hear that you moved, even though we've had a Blizzaster, and you're safe, sound, and with peace of mind. Be sure to keep us posted on your progress. I know you're going to start your volunteer work in the raw food kitchen at Cousin's restaurant soon! ;-)

Comment by Mae Jardine on February 7, 2011 at 6:22pm: Happy House Warming, Glenda!
I’m glad you are safe and close to people that love you back. Such a blessing : )

Enjoy!

Comment by Rena on February 7, 2011 at 6:12pm: I'm so glad to read that you are now in a safe place. Good for you! There's nothing like Peace of Mind.

Also, I'm glad to read that you continued to have the Green Smoothies every day even though you didn't want them. I think that the GS help our bodies even when we eat cooked food so I make sure to have them every day whether I'm all raw or not.
Enjoy your new place and have a blessed week.

Comment by Jean on February 7, 2011 at 6:11pm: So you you got it all sorted out.

Comment by Rawlyssa on February 7, 2011 at 5:37pm: You sound so wise. So glad that you took action and changed your environment. Wishing you much success this coming week!