Adding LIFE to your years and years to your life!
I moved on Saturday and I was flustered and nervous about the move, since on Tuesday Chicago had 20 inches of snow dumped on it by a blizzard.
After we finally got our driveway shoveled out (only one lane of it) on Thursday, I wondered if the street
where I was moving had been plowed by the city or the alley I needed to park into unload the truck.
My movers were being iffy on Friday and I told them that I just had to move on Saturday.
I couldn't stay where I was with all of my things packed up for another week.
I'm sorry but, I couldn't take anymore and I just started to weep..not cry ladies and gentlemen..
I'm laughing now, but it was not funny to me then.
I explained that I was undergoing horrible verbal abuse and needed to get out of that
enviroment ASAP, they relented, prayed for me and scheduled the move for the next day.
So Friday night I had cooked food. I had green smoothie but, I didn't want it.
I moved on on Saturday and I had everything unpacked by 6:00pm.
Saturday I had cooked food. I had green smoothie but, I didn't even want it.
Sunday I had cooked food. I had green smoothie but, i didn't want it.
(Mine you I was sick every night after eating this cooked food). That's insane!!!
I weighed this morning and had an 8 pound weight gain from all the salt and stuff.
But today I'm back on schedule, I've purchased my supplies to make fresh green smoothies.
I don't even care about the weight gain.
I'm just glad that I'm back on schedule again.
That was my first major goof-up since I started this on Christmas Day.
I thank God for that.
But, I'm really really, really understanding what my triggers and although I have passed other triggers
with flying colors, I did fail this one big time.
But, I don't feel bad, I'm still learning about my emotions, my triggers and how to love
myself through them all.
I just wanted to let everyone know where I'm at right now and what to pray for on my behalf.
BTW I'm in a beautiful loving peaceful place now and live close to people who love and care for me.
That's such a great feeling...because if had stayed where I was I was doomed for failure
in every area of my life and might have wound up in more than a heated argument.
I'm just glad that that season of my life is over and it's onward on this new journey in my life.
Thanks for tuning in friends and I'm so glad we have this time together ( I'm pulling my ear just like Carol Burnett used to do).