My younger sister passed away suddenly last Tuesday November 2nd. I am just beside myself I miss her so much. She was only 45. She was there one minute and gone the next. She woke up that morning saying she slept well and was feeling better. She was sitting on my mothers couch and talking one minute and slumped over and gone the next. She was diabetic, had already had a heart attack, a stint. Had 3 toes amputated and was always fighting an infection somewhere it seemed. Her last 5 years had been really rough.
I have been avoiding the rehab unit although I've been missing you
all. I was just sort of hiding out. I have to admit that I have been
in an unhealthy bingeing spiral. I'm trying really hard to stop it.
Being here is part of that.
I'm trying to motivate myself to get back on the good foot and start feeling better again. Try to find some middle ground. Sane ground and be among kind friends.
My sister's death has really thrown me for a loop. This life is so short. Jennifer's death has been slapping me in the face that I can't be frivolous with my health and think all the horrific things my sister went through. I have to do all I can to take care of myself and see my children grown...
My 13 year old nephew said, "I wish mom could meet my wife and kids, you know, when I get them." :(
Please keep my family in your prayers. My sister was a dear sweet person and we are all going to miss her so much.
I hope you are all well. Sorry I have been AWOL.