I've been having a hard time...

[Suzanne]

My younger sister passed away suddenly last Tuesday November 2nd. I am just beside myself I miss her so much. She was only 45. She was there one minute and gone the next. She woke up that morning saying she slept well and was feeling better. She was sitting on my mothers couch and talking one minute and slumped over and gone the next. She was diabetic, had already had a heart attack, a stint. Had 3 toes amputated and was always fighting an infection somewhere it seemed. Her last 5 years had been really rough.

I have been avoiding the rehab unit although I've been missing you all. I was just sort of hiding out. I have to admit that I have been
in an unhealthy bingeing spiral. I'm trying really hard to stop it.
Being here is part of that.

I'm trying to motivate myself to get back on the good foot and start feeling better again. Try to find some middle ground. Sane ground and be among kind friends.

My sister's death has really thrown me for a loop. This life is so short. Jennifer's death has been slapping me in the face that I can't be frivolous with my health and think all the horrific things my sister went through. I have to do all I can to take care of myself and see my children grown...

My 13 year old nephew said, "I wish mom could meet my wife and kids, you know, when I get them." :(
Please keep my family in your prayers. My sister was a dear sweet person and we are all going to miss her so much.

I hope you are all well. Sorry I have been AWOL.

Suzanne

[Vasa Tate]

There are, of course, no words. Love and prayers for deep, loving and transformational healing are on their way to you. Blessings to you and your family.

[Penni]

God Bless you and your family, Suzanne. I am sorry to hear about this unexpected loss. Many of us will be praying that you'll have peace, comfort and strength at this time. Thank you for sharing what's happening with us. Much love to you....xoxo

[Mae Jardine]

God bless you, Suzanne. I'm praying for you and all your love ones. Please remember to take care of yourself as you grieve. Your young nephew will be reaching out for years to come as you comfort each other. Hugs

[jill anderson]

Hello,I just read your story,and can relate.I also lost(my mom)in a one day period of feeling sick,and going to get help at the hospital,and within a 6 hour under thier care,she died,leaving us all like floored.I am so sorry for your loss,it seems sometimes that life isint fair.I pray for you and your family in this time of sorrow.take care..

[Vegan♥for♥Life]

Oh gosh Suzanne, so sad. I'm sending energies and thoughts your way. Please take care of yourself. I feel when life happens like it did November 2nd, it is a message to us, to take heed. Your sister is at peace now and is guiding you. Her family needs you strong to continue on. You need to be strong for your family. Please come back to the 'Hab often as this is a very healing place. I agree with indigo, do not let poor food choices rule your life because you know that is a temporary comfort, but a permanent harm. We are here for you...
(((hugs)))

[indigo]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I want to say that the most important thing you can do is take the best care of yourself possible. Please don't let your grief push you into abusing your body with food. Loving yourself is really important right now.

[Sara Curovic Ronnberg]

Dear Suzanne, my thoughts are with you! Sending lots of LoveLight you way.

[Rena]

I'm praying for you and your family.

[Susan : )]

Hugggggggggggggs and prayers to you, Precious! : )
We are all here for you!