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Having a rough few days... Not directly with food, but relationships with people; specifically my boyfriend of 8 years going on 9 this July.

I wrote about him in my previous post back in Dec 2011. That was a really rough time. 2012 I worked hard at trying medications, I saw a social worker, and in 2013 I worked really hard on my own personal growth using Penni's discussions and encouragement during the February reset and April wellness initiatives.

I felt like I had made…

This past week I was about 40% raw. The issues with my boyfriend of 8 years are getting worse. It’s been tough dealing with my emotions and the stress. He says he wants things to work out between us, but right now he’s finding it difficult. He said he’s not at all inspired to go Christmas shopping for me. I said it was okay and that I didn’t want anything for Christmas. I said I was sorry things had gotten so bad. He said I’m not the same girl he fell in love with.

 

I have such bad…

I’m hesitant to “announce” (in blog form), that I’m starting another liquids only cleanse. I figure if I announce it, I’m more likely to stick with it. But I’m hesitant because I’m not really sure what I want to do. I’m not sure where my head’s at... I’m not as motivated as I was before… I need to talk it out:

The last two days I’ve eaten processed/cooked foods because it was convenient. I didn’t have any raw snacks or raw…

I feel yucky. I ate processed foods last night. I completely regret it and now my body is reminding me of my poor choices. My stomach doesn’t feel good. I’m having bathroom troubles. Ugh. Why did I make that stupid stupid decision? I don’t even remember what the food tasted like. It was gone in an instant. Why did I pick something so fatty and dense? I feel like I’m going to be sick…

I’ve been drinking tea to settle my stomach. I made a green smoothie this morning of 1 fresh banana,…